Wishing partII

At midnight he smiled/
I couldn't speak/
not a sound/
I breathe/
Short/
quick/
I leave soon after/
The door slams behind me/
I walk home through the snow it's crisp fresh/
Virgin snow/
I never trip or stumble once/
I walk /
Short/
quick/
Like my heart/
The door slams behind me/
I go upstairs/
The door slams behind me/
I sleep/
The silence came after/
The door slams behind me/
Short/
quick/
I shiver/
Pain/
Relief/
I relive it over and over/
Short/
quick/
Like my heart/
I stop