Always gonna be there for you

Tears rolled down my face, more and more by the second. I couldn’t believe this was happening to me, I never thought it would. That sort of thing only happened in movies and in books, but not in reality, especially me out of all people. Time was going by too fast, it was like some greedy man, not giving me enough of it. It was like God was playing some sort of game with me. Wasn’t it just yesterday I was a naive sixteen year old girl?

I had to get over this fear; they say God only gives you events in life that you can handle. This however, felt as if I couldn’t handle it. Even if I tried it would simply fall right through my two hands. I had to go into inside and tell him, but he couldn’t see me like this. After all he’s done for me; I promised myself that I wouldn’t take from him anymore; I had to be the strong one also in this relationship. Soon enough I walked in, but right when I saw him I had burst into tears once again.

“What’s wrong my darling?” His eyes were filled with concern and care.
The sobs got harder “I’m pregnant” I said choking between sobs.
“That’s great news, but why are you crying darling?”
“Because I’ll make a horrible mother, I’ll never be like my friends or anyone else. I’m terrified, terrified.” My eyes were turning red, as I wondered how he can put up with me every day. It didn’t make sense, what was an angle like him doing with someone like me?

He took my hand, and put it on my stomach. “Never say that, if anything you’ll make a great mom.” He said while stroke my jet black hair.

“And hopefully they’ll look like their mother, and have her personality.” He said confidently.
My tears were like diamonds falling on the floor, but this time they weren’t tears of sadness. They were tears of thanks and gratefulness for giving me someone like this.