Ball of Illusion

A million secrets in my eyes,
a million meanings in my sighs.
You see me pretty, you see me undone.
Do you see these as the same someone?
A million mes comprise a whole set,
have you noticed this yet?
Excited, confused, a little scared.
I hope you come prepared
for a million girls in one mind.
Crazy, sweet, selfish and kind.
Paradox, contradiction, confusion,
a mild mannered ball of illusion.
Not always what I appear,
but there is nothing to fear.