Pain of loving

Could this love be true?
Could we really love each other like we do?
I believe it is all one illusion for know one could love my like you
do.
But if it is an illusion I do not want to go back to reality.
You are my reality and I wish it to be so.
Do not leave me like the others have done,
Do not hurt me like they have done,
You have all my love and thoughts.
I shall always be with you no matter what.

Did she love me like I thought?
Yes she loved me more,
I never knew love like this could exist but it did and still
does.
Every day I think of her wondering why she left,
We never did meet yet we were closer than you are to me,
I hear she lives up in the valleys where we both wished to live,
I hear she has a family and 2 point 4 kids,
I still speak to her in our world, in our