the sexual bucket list
By delapruch
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in the deepest regions of
your darkest thoughts,
down in that place where
you think nobody can see or
hear,
just what is stirring,
lies a place others would label
“taboo,”
“dirty,”
“profane,”
“disgusting,”
or just plain
“wrong”---
and yet we all act as if it doesn’t exist,
or we hope that no one would find out
just how far we want to take these bodies
before we all check out from this existence in
entirety
&
for those who have pushed themselves further
than what others speak of aloud,
there is only further to go---
but for those who await just the right partner,
or just the right opportunity,
or just the right amount of substances to be
flowing in their veins
(so they can blame whatever happens on them),
desperation is really
the only friend they have---
for we all have a sexual bucket list &
we keep the hand, with pen,
close to our heart, hoping that somehow we
will get to mark off the occupants of said list,
before the body ceases to allow for it.
and with that information in hand,
on any given day, walking amidst the guise of
normality,
all these humans packaged up in their little tucked in
shirts, tied up shoes,
hooked tight bras,
snuggly fitting underwear, panties,
socks, blouses---
the whole nine,
one will barely notice the urges bubbling,
all the want for pain,
all the want for pain and pleasure,
all the want to humiliate & to be
humiliated,
all the want to be forced,
all the want to force, to tie down,
to do things that the “devil” itself would
shy away from
(for those who still think that such a
fictional character
actually has any meaning)---
for here,
in the bowels of our desires,
lies the real thing,
that which others will label “evil”
if it looks, sounds, violent---
and yet even from the youngest moment---
that very first orgasm,
you know that there are things that
you want to do, but others won’t even entertain you
in conversation---
instead you are told to keep them inside
quietly, safely, tamely,
just like the good citizen that you are---
so you do your best,
but you hold the list tight in your grip &
it is burning a hole through your hand.
how long will you wait to
embrace
the
primal
animal
within?
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