I'm sorry

Babygurl,
I know I don't deserve to call you that
But I just want to say I'm sorry
I'm sorry for everything I have ever done wrong
Because thinking about it I haven't done anything right
I'm sorry for not being romantic
And only now being cocky about it
I'm sorry for all the times i've come to see you
And not given you a rose or a tulip
I'm sorry for being an outright asshole
And for that I don't deserve to be with you
Good people shouldn't be made to suffer
I'm sorry for sleeping when you want to talk
And in the process making our relationship boring
I'm sorry for prying into your life private life
And making you cry
If I could I would forget it all
I'm sorry for all the cards I missed
I know little things are important to you
But me being a fool has to fuck it up
I'm sorry because it seems like
I'm not giving you a 100%
I'm sorry for making you a bad person
And making you think bad things like
What do I want from this relationship?
Because if I had been trying hard enough
You wouldn't ask such
I'm sorry for pretending to be an angel
But actually just a rotten bastard
I'm sorry for intruding into your life
Maybe I should have come at a different time
Or not even existed at all
I'm sorry for trying to feel as if am a part of your family
And know them all
I'm sorry because I think am perfect
But am actually of less worth than an insect
I'm sorry because we are not together
All day everyday
I'm sorry for laughing at you
Even when it was a joke
I'm sorry for calling you names
I'm sorry that I messed up our anniversary
And bought the cd in front of you
I'm sorry for all the times I've been late
And made you wait
And after that have to leave early
Blaming it on momsie
I'm sorry for hurting you
And you not being able to tell me
Because you want me to be happy
I'm sorry Olaitan
I'm sorry for calling you a shopaholic
I'm nothing but a crazed fuck
I don't deserve you
But please Laney please forgive me
How I will make all these wounds heal
Only time can tell
But let us at least make a start
Clean my slate and forgive me
I'm sorry and extremely sorry
I have made you hurt
And now am sorry from my heart