Obsession Girl **one

*bad spelling included for your enjoyment ^^
**the gayness isnt large here by the way, my brother could read this. NO WORRIES XDD
***Disclaimer~google is not mine, nether is Facebook nor anything else i forget :D enjoy!
**** XD *****wrote this at 11:00pm btw lol
******~~based on a true story~~ (not me)
*******ALL NAMES HAVE BEEN CHANGED
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She glanced at her laptop. Alone in her room, she couldn`t stop thinking about it. About him.
She sat at her desk and glanced around to make sure it was absolute silence. She open a internet page with Facebook on it. Her eyes started at the screen, typing in her email and password she kept locked away inside her mind.

"I have no self-conrol." She silently screamed.
Her name and profile showed on her moniter, Vladimir Tod. Your probly thinking 'thats not a girl name!' and your right. She was a Role Player. For anyone who doesnt know what that is; its a person who plays as someone fictional. But she wasnt like any other RP, she was the most known RP on the net.

Her chatbox popped up:
"VLAD!! XDDD i love yooooou!" from some fangirl in Tokyo.
antoher one:
"Hey, talk to me! your so cool! whats your favorite colour?" from a 30 year old man in Canada.
Kyoko laughed at all the messages she has received and how many people wanted the chat. She deleted them all. The only one she wanted was from him.
She saw his online chat signal on. Kyoko just about pissed her pants!
She quickly typed to him:
"Hey your on ^^ "
back he wrote:
"Uh huh, miss me? lol how are you?"
she sighed with releif, he made her so calm, so whole.
"im ok, better now. how bout you?"
"im ok too, so Shotaru how was school?"

she gasped, she had forgotten about the lies.
Yes the lies she has told him, over again and snow balling up into one big mistake.
Her 'him' guy. A 17 year old boy from America.
When she first met him on her secand day of RPing she called him 'hun' thinking he was a girl, then being told he was a guy, and gay.
But she couldnt think of being alone, even after just meeting this guy; even if it was only over a networking site such as facebook, and they didnt even know each others names at that point. So she told him her name was Shotaru, a boys name, because even though they talked for 4 hours he never found out she was a she. When they extaged ages he though she was 19 so she said 14, and thinking he was only 15 (the real age of herself). He told her he was 17.
The next night they talked she asked for his name (forgetting to ask the night before). He told her it was Kyle.
"Kyle..." Kyoko relaxed watching the screen as message after message passed.
He also said he had his friend over watching a scary movie, and he was freaking out because scary movies made his piss his pants. So she comferted him, as much as a boy posser can.
As the night went on she found out Kyle`s friend was really his boyfriend and next thing she knew 'Shotaru' had his friend over too. His name was 'Levi' and he went to her old school and came to visit. But then going along with Kyle`s comments and messages it turned out Shotaru had a thing for Levi. And when Levi fell asleep she said Levi starting kicking her, just to see what Kyle would say. He said to make him stop Shotaru should kiss him. Kyoko had to think fast, what do i want Kyle to think of me? and what does he think of me? She ending up saying she did, but that Levi was sleeping at the time and didnt notice.
Kyoko had many times she had to think fast, think 'what would Shotaru do?' or even 'what would a guy do??"

The next morning she talked with Kyle.
"So how did things go with you and your boyfriend?" she wrote
"we had a fight..."
"Whaaat?! WHAT HAPPEND??"
"he went to far..."
"am sorry..." is what they both wrote when something bad happend to ether of them.
"its ok, it`ll be alright by tomarrow. he`ll learn. :)"
":( alright."
"So how did it go with you and Levi?"
Kyoko paniked. WHAT SHOULD I SAY!? GOOD OR BAD? HORRABLE OR SEXY???
"levi right he just left and well -///-"
"-///- ?? your blushing!"
she paniked again! thats what that ment!?
"*giggle* yah" she tryed to stop the topic
"..."
oh crap i musta made him feel bad about his boyfrind!!!
"nothing special! gawd i have so much homework DX"

The next few nights were normal convorsaitons until he asked if she wanted to see a picture of him. Kyoko then freaked out, being alone in her room she was loud. when Kyle sent her the picture she almost fainted. He was GORGOUSE!!! He was incredible! He was anyones type, her cheerleading best friend to herself, into punk/emo guys. He was everything. No wonder hos boyfriend went to far.
She didnt know what to do next so as a niave 15 year old fan-girl she offerd a picture of Shotaru, not think ahead of what to send.
He said that would be cool, and he wanted to see.
She then reclaimed her senses and remebered she was a girl, with a girly face and girly double D breasts.
So like any teen looking for help she went to Google! She typed in Hairstyles Boys 14, she found this cute boy, about her age maybe younger and totally convincable. Exsept the point it was from the internet, and anyone could see it.
He didnt reply to her that night. He didnt even try. She started to get parinoied. Lookeing every few secands at the page. Time went by and her mother told her to get to bed. She brought her laptop into bed, and kept it on all night. Waiting for a reply from her unknown man.

The next morning she fell asleep around 5, and having to wake up at 6 for school, she was displeased. Her mother was unhappy but clueless to why she was overly tierd and sometimes parinoyed. She`d come into Kyoko`s room to see if it was something like cutting herself or worse. She found nothing. She never would of thought her perfect child of the family was suffering Obsession. She maybe would of consitered it if she remebered the time a boy from California called. Kyoko was 10 and was obsessed with an online game, interacting with other players she got to make friends. Some friends wanted her phone number, she never gave it to them exsept this one boy she thought she could trust. But he was harmless, gladly he was only 15 at the time and didnt even have a cell phone. No one was hurt, exsept Kyoko. She was torn, her friends and family made her quit that crazy game and shes never been back since.
Leaving her daughter at home to reast her mother went to work along with her new step dad.

Listening to the cars leave she rushed the computer back on, still locking herself in her room with only bags of caffine fulled candy and pop to keep her awake until he replyed.
An hour later he logged on, 'Shotaru' messaged first
"Hey" something sweet and normal
"Hey, wussup"
"not to much, i played sick but now im bored." she lied again
"oh thats not cool."
"nuh uh, so whatcha up to?"
"nothing, day off"
"thats cool."
"uh huh"
~~akward no message backs~~
"about my picture, you didnt say much about it..."
"... ive gotta go."
and he logged off.

She was bewittled. What did she do wrong? other then lie and probibly himileate him if he ever knew.

A privte messge popped on her screen whike she was being bewittled, normaly she would of deleted it, but it was from him.
its read:
Shotaru, the reason ive been putting it off is becuase, i know thats not your real name, youve been pretending havnt you?

Kyoko stopped reading. She looked down at her shaking hands. The boy she loved, the boy she felt so wrongly connected to, knew she was a lying, selfish, GIRL.
But there was more to the message;

The boy i seen in the pictue, is Kentaru Ito. The famouse Boy Model.

Kyoko froze, then burst out in laughter. He thought she was a famouse boy model!!

You could of told me Sho-Kentaru. I thought we trusted each other!
Kyle.

She frowned then begain to write back:

Kyle, im sorry i didnt tell you, i was scared to tell you because i thought you`d hate me for lying and i really didnt think you knew Kentaru (me) as a model. Oh and please keep calling me Shotaru, it is my real name.
Shotaru.

Kyoko didnt feel good, karma was getting back at her for all her lies, but why not with Kyle finding out? was his finding out worse then lying to him a couple million times?

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to be contenuded ~~~ first im going to sleep cuz its a school night...