I love you

I love the way you laugh and I love the way your smile reaches your
eyes.
I love the way you walk so confidently into a room,
I love the way your hair's always neatly gelled,
I love the way it flops down in front of your face,
I love the way you guide it back behind your ears.
I love the way you do everything.
I love you.
I hate the way you hate me and the hatred fills your eyes.
I hate the way you love her and it's me you despise.
I hate seeing you with her, kissing her, hugging her,
I hate it when I see her with you in your car.
I hate the way you both hate me and treat me like shit.
Even though I've done nothing to you to make you do so.
I scream out inside, when I see you my heart misses a beat,
You've screwed me up big time between you. I hope you're proud of
yourselves, you've accomplished what you set out to do: break a young
girls heart, wreck her life and leave her as a helpless bundle just
waiting to be taken away.
You make me cry everyday, worst of all is the fact that despite loving
and hating you, I can't seem to let go, I cling on and on hoping
something will happen between us but knowing it never will. But at the
end of the day I want to see you happy and at least I know you are.