R2 hours to realize

2 hours to realize

Only 30 minutes away from our last kiss, I taste the girl I love on my
lips
It feels like your still mine, while everything we had fades and
slips

Lifeless the silence crawls into the soul, wherein regret dwells
The reaper sneers satisfied as the useless heart he sells

Wished I used it before I gave it away, my decision made by the
brain
The complexity of the mind that acts sane left my feelings blinded in
pain

Must seek for the maze that can hide my love for you, while myself I
fake
While I know that I will search for your green eyes beneath my own
mistake

You were my oasis when thirst almost left me to die
I didn't follow my heart, stumbling trough the sand I passed you
by

Encouraged by the voices in my environment, it seemed the best
But another hour has past and now it feels like it's the lest

Staring at the stars with my eyes closed, taking my thoughts back to
the begin
The moonlight slightly slips trough my lashes and lights the memories
within

Able to see the doubts that lied in shadows which created my
fears
If only we talked about it earlier, I would not taste the salt of my
tears

Feeling useless and helpless made me run and forced to flee
If you were my Island then I made you sunk, and drowned myself in the
sea

Again the nerves feel what you need when it's gone
Sinking your Island makes you feel where you belong

It's five o'clock in the morning by now, and still I don't have a
clue
Though it's only two hours ago since I left your doorstep, I already
miss you?.

Slowly I break trough the night, I begin to hate that today I drawed
that line
Wish I stayed in bed, or just talked about it, so you would still be
m?.