Crashing cold

stunned awake, a shivering wreck
reality washes over me
drowning all hopes and aspirations
leaving a naked and cold body
clinging to the past unable to move
no hope left, no future
a need to be saved, nobody coming
Why did this leave me, this happiness
what did i deserve to be left small in this
A wreck, given up everything to lose it all
one whisper changed everything
a cold wind chilling my veins
turning the warmth to ice
never again to feel anything but stone