Love, Abuse, Rape & Love

I could feel his soft warm tongue tickling my lower lip asking for entrance, but i refused, because i knew that would lead to sex and all that gross stuff. He was my first kiss and first real boyfriend, although he didn't know it. "What the hell Isa?! Why won't you kiss me for real instead of these pecks?" Adan screamed at her. "-I, i don't know, i'm nervous baby! I've never really been alone with a boy!" I replied with a shaky, nervous tone, praying he'd hear it and stop yelling at me. "You're such a goody too shoes Isa. Stop being a damn prude and call me when i can get at your other pair of lips." He said with a monotone as he walked away and went into his living room. I could hear him let out a grunt and the T.V. turned on. "UH- oh, fuck me harder! Deeper! You're so big, i want to feel your juices explode inside of me!" Some chick on the Playboy channel screamed. I insecurely walked out of his room and looked at him with big puppy dog eyes..."I-I'm sorry baby, i love you and i'll do ANYTHING for you to forgive me for being such a bad girlfriend to you." His black eyes darted up at me, filled with evil and lust, he was so narcissitic and saddastic, but i didn't mind, i figured every guy has their fetishs. "Watch this porn with me, do whatever i say. You're my barbie doll, barbies don't deny anything. I want to hear you scream my name loud, and love every minute of me you get bitch." Adan's eyes never left me. I agreed. I sat down next to my boyfriend. A blissful song filled the room, the chorus of a One Direction song filled the room as i sat down, i immediatly darted up and grabbed my phone. "Don't answer that." Adan firmly said, bringing his hand up, ready to hit me hard, like he planned to fuck me. No mercy. What so ever. I picked up the phone seeing it was my mother. "He-hello mom, what do y-you need?" I eventually studdered with a fearful twang to my ususlly bubbly happy voice. "Are you ok Isabella? His parents are home right? I can come get you." Adan twitched his eyes, wiggled his eyebrow, and pointed to his ready hand. "Yea they're home, get me at 10 please. Bye.." I unsurely spoke to my loving mother...she was my last hope to have possibly escaped this with my virginity and innocence. "Good girl. Now strip. You have such a beautiful body and i'm going to love every second of it." Adan spoke loudly, although it didn;t feel like my boyfriend when he was like this...i proceeded to take off my clothes, i could see the bulge in his pants grow bigger. My mind raced; "Is this rape? Unless i want it...what if i get pregnent? He loves me right?"

Next thing i knew i woke up in the hospital....