Alone

Dear Diary,
I wish that the clouds would show their silver lining,
And glisten, sparkle and shine,
I wish that boys would like me,
My hair, nails and eyes,
I wish that people loved me,
Cared and chucked my chin,
I wish that i could go and learn,
How to start my ruddy life again,
I wish that everyone could see,
This page for me,
I would shout at them,
And they would see,
My unhappiness,
I'm not glee,
So they can't shout at me,
So they can't yell,
So they can't beat the stuffing from my head,
So they understand the beats of my heart,
So they can meet my inner soul,
So they know that i hate being alone.