A silent mind

This life is a battle that no one has ever won,
Consciousness without stimulation we have been given or we have
won.
Creation of a void place with touching absence,
The instinct to know a presence felt that just reflects dark
silence,
Empty but never alone.
Adrift in space, not cold not warm,
But helpless and naked as a new born straight from the mothers
womb,
Minds that alter my perceptions with dimensions of characters from
valiant
reaction to vague expressions,
Knowledge that back tracts while hope grows.
Hope in the form of goals,
Bench marks designed to let me know I have the ball and a run on
goal,
Made of gold a love that will begat my body and soul,
Moving posts though to torment me never relaxed or on target for a
goal,
Always of side,
Running round like a ferret looking for a burrow to hide from the
daylight
it makes me feel cold and exposed,
You promised to me you would never lie,
Last night I could have cried,
As time pass me by for a dream that is no more than a bubble in the
sky,
A way to live no way to die,
I am trapped by my own lust for life,
Sharing it with only a phantom to kiss good night.
This is a time of separate live entwined by a self want to feel
alive,
Giving to receive but never in kind,
What has become of the world in story book time,
That dream they gave me that all would turn out fine,
Pain I now know is a giver of life,
But what will give me wholeness inside,
An enfant state of peace of mind,
Sound and looks every day more like a dream than life.
As time goes by this world and life that I treasure like a star
burning
bright,
Has faded into a dissipating light that in the darkness only hinders
your
site,
My heart bruised by me and then all of you,
Watching you fight over petty feud's,
Like abused fools we scream with delight of independence that
equals
defenceless nights,
But you and I just let this time pass us by sleeping tight in a
empty
kingdom of decadence and self appreciation from dark till morning
light,
Even with collaboration of eviction we run at the site of the morning
that
I have come to know as the soul bite,
From our own shame and misfortune of betrayal of life,
Unable to open to a sharing companion, fear of the eventual unity to
create
new life,
How would you fair as a parent of life, what message would you pass on
in
life,
How children hate to hear their parents fight,
Happiness is a state of mind,
Allow your heart to fall behind you will see how life can be fun when
you
are running blind,
After all who is to know what is yet to be in stories told of me and
your
kind,
I still believe in the legend that love will concur all,
And peace will be reality for people like you and mine, never me I am
the
silent mind,
In each others arms we can find unity and defend are way of life,
To be free,
In a suffocating society,
I no longer want to be a rebel with no guide,
But rather what I feel inside, allow me peace in life allow me to die
with
pride.