Wake up Call

It's 2.15; I'm awake again,
I cannot sleep anymore.
You're in my head and in my heart,
Like so many nights before.

I don't know why I feel like this.
I did it to myself.
I've no control of my emotions,
I'm a hazard to my health.

I cannot sleep, I lay awake
And you're on my mind all day
I sometimes feel that if I was brave
I could tell you "go away"

Truth is, I need you in my life
To see your smiling face
You filled a hole that was empty
Now no one else can take your place

I'll stop right now and think of you
Before you turn and run
I bet a thousand thoughts are in your head
And probably this one?????

???Oh my god, what is he like?
I've a stalker on my hands
He gives me all this pressure
He's trying to wreck my plans.

But all I ever want for you
Is joy for eternity.
I know you love somebody
And I know it isn't me.

My thoughts that are in this poem
I hope you'll want to keep
I'm going now my darling
I'm going to try to get some sleep.