BLOODY LETTER from the GRUMPY SWAN (16 march '07)

My mum died with a cancer. She had her breast cut off and went for chemio for few years. Did I released any songs about her pain and death? NOT AT ALL!

I HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR BLOODY SONGS!

Ii's one year that I'm trying to get out of my egg and I'm still here. I wrote an invitation months ago, but you didn't read it.(?) BALLSHIT! You did! I know you did!
So why you didn't turned up in the very small Cambridge walking up and down in the only main road looking for me? You didn't believe it was me? Why you didn't come and check with both of your eyes ? Are you scared of the paparazzi? Oh yeah! You all write about my death, you let the whole globe know about my blood, you sing -play-dance-earn money about my BLOOD and you don't dare to come and see the muse? Are you scared to loose your dignity? You still want to enjoy your fame? Ah!! FUCK YOU then!
And me? I am going to be run out of money very soon. In very few months I will probably have to sell my car and then off the street to sell the Big Issue!
I still give you a chance; a less crowded place for your own privacy, my dear VIPs! Come at the Milton lake beside Cambridge the 21 March at 3pm. I' ll be there.( there is a lot of space for all of your big cars). So come and be many! I need to speak with somebody of you for the new job. Of course, you still have to deserve all the money that you've earned with your prophecies.
Let's see how many BRAVE PROPHETS are coming! I am very courious! And don't miss the date because I'll rewrite the same BLOODY LETTER every week until I'll finish my money if I don't see you.
Meanwhile , to all of those that are just about to release new records if I still see words like: blood, grave, somebody's dying....I am going to be even more grumpy! I am human and I loose the patient as well! When I'll be famous I might loose the control of my words too! So watch out because you have already ruined my life: I like to enjoy
the music, but if I listen to words about my death....I don' t have any pleasure at all!!!!
Don't be surprised , then, if I am grumpy! If you don't know what to write in your songs jump on a train and travel all around the globe in search for advetures to tell. Otherwise wank yourself!
I wait for you, WRITERS OF MY MARTYR, be MANY AND BRAVE!!!!
GRUMPY SWAN