People Are Really Strange

She SAID: all the horrible things
I did to you I did to
save you,
you see, I'm white and protected
and you're
not,
you really don't understand Rules,
you just
don't see
how good I've been to you and
u.

She treats me like a whore
and does snow
to wet her vanity
I'M the butt of her joke
or a joke
played on her
and she tells me I'm a prince
that I'm
talented,
and that she may
actually consider
associating with a guy like me.

Every three months,
I really wonder
how people view me,
as someone to be
run over,
as someone who is a tool,
as someone to be
used as a tampon
or a girl,
so i am a means, a
bridge, a passway to
another world.

So
don't be surprised if I refuse.