Godchild

I was told of a mighty weapon that was not to be desroyed, as it
derived from the soul of every living being, and existed forever in
every other to come...even in me.

I never quite understood at first, until i had to go through it
myself...all that had caused my mother so many lonely nights...crying
to herself...swallowing her tears so i would not see them...but i saw
the pain in her eyes and maybe that was why i was afraid at first to
ever let anyone ever do that to me.

My mother and father are now married and live happily but there was a
time when living at all was hard for them and i thought it not be a
happy end....thats my mother's story, and though i never though of it
the time has come for me to live and tell mine.

My name is Nako and means time, i am one of the daughters of the
guardians of time...or as we were known on earth:Guardian angels. Not
only we exist, the guardian devils also have their own kingdom and each
century from each of the kingdoms a warrior is sent on a mission to one
of the dimensions of the planet earth...it was my time to take on a
mission and i had just turned 16 in earth years.

It has been quite a while ago, lots of centuries passed and its still
not out of my head and never will.I still think of that time and seek
sanctuary in the cores of my soul.

Li...help me get through this...how can i go on without you.

I feel him sometimes, when im asleep, when i am awake and in my
thoughts, my one and my only first love. I still hope that we get our
happy ending. I ran out of tears to pour and it doesnt heal my brocken
heart.

The boy that i met on earth, stubborn and a comlete idiot at
times...with a huge ego.
He who could always make me smile, how i miss his voice as he was
trying to tell me what was going on inside him before he asked me out.
The first time we kissed was in a dream, a thought, a brocken reality.
Our only kiss. He stood there in front of me, and said

Tell me i am dreaming and i am not doing what i think i am going to
do.

And i had answered...what if you are not?
and he had said that hed take the risk..he knew i was not from there
but he kept his secret to himself that he was also...not from
earth.

On the day of the neo genesis of earth, he wanted to fight me, to not
destroy his planet and he turned out to be a devil guardian cursed with
emotions. I didnt fight him...i couldnt and in my not offering
resistence somehow i managed to win the fight. and he was buried in
light that clensed him and i put all my heart into it, i knew that i
would never see him again. He didnt understand that i was doing it for
him and i was willing to sacrifice myself...for him. He was too proud
and confused and i try not to blame him for being so stupid and leaving
me alone.

I still believe even after all this time that we will also get our
happy end I trust in the weapon that i used to save him, and took him
away, to bring me back to him and best of all i have all of eternity to
wait.

I am not much without you Li...come back to me...i am waiting for
you.