Revelation:my teen crisis

"When I fall in love, it should be forever"
There was a time that i could totally relate to this...it seems like a
lifetime ago. I guess as I grew older, I began to realise that it was
nearly impossible as I was also partly numbed by past realtionships and
you could say...grew colder.

I refuse to agree that love can be learned...in any way at all. Its
just one of those things that you just fall into and have no control
over. Nothing can replace it...friendship,loyalty or even
understanding...nothing can take its place. I do agree however that not
everyone is lucky enough to fall in love, and maybe I'm one of the
discredited.

I would love tohave someone make me feel...make my heart jump whenever
he enteres the room...someone that inspires me to smile and when I look
at that person I know for sure that this is a person that I would love
to spend the rest of my life with.
Someone that brings me joy and happiness and is able to take me places
I've never been...I dont know, maybe its too much to ask for...for a
nearly 17 year old,but for just one moment I'd love to experience
something close.