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Adulation and devotion
Tender sentiments and respect
Tears falling from my eyes
The joy I feel knowing we connect
Knowing that you love me
as much as I love you
Knowing we will be together
no matter what we choose to do

Passion and endearment
Wonderment filled with joyous curiosity
Feeling like a fire will ignite
each time that we touch
Feeling like I could never let go of you
Nor ever love you as much

Expectations of your kindness and acceptance
Wishing for it to last for all time
The ability to leave you but for a second
becomes forever frozen in time
Convinced nothing will ever hurt us
No one ever will
Knowing we will be together
Promising we will never loose the thrill
Incapable of even thinking
the happiness will become a bore
That we will end up like our friends
Not satisfied and always wanting more
Our love for one another is far different then the rest
There is never a need to analyze it or ever put it to the test
I will never forget the way we met
That smile and quiet voice
The way you made me feel
Like I was your one and only choice

I used to love all the things you did
I used to compliment you and shower you with praise
I fear I have neglected you
My guilt and resentment have created a maze
A maze filled with memories
Memories of kindness and laughter
Thoughts and the feeling that we would live happily ever after

I used to offer all I could to you
Every chance I could get
But I don't do that any more
Not like when we first met

I come and go whenever I can
I say the usual things and do the usual routine
I have not been very kind at all
I feel I have been very mean
I can't stand to admit that I let something go
Like I forgot what it felt like to love you as a whole
I do not say anything these days unless it must be said
I wake up beside you in the bed
Attempting to be close to you but nothing ever said
I love you so much I do not know if you will forgive
The way I have been and the things that I have done
You are so important to me more then anyone
I do not want for this to continue
I wish for it all halt
I want you to know I am sorry for how I have been
That none of it is your fault