Exhaustion

I AM SICK AND TIRED OF CRYING
HOLDING IN THE ANGER
DISGUISING ALL THE SHAME
SICK AND TIRED OF WONDERING
WHAT WILL I BECOME
A MILLION DOLLAR MOVIE STAR
OR JUST A HOBO BUM

SICK OF ALL THIS GUILT
SICK OF BEING WEAK
SICK OF ALWAYS HIDING
ALL MY FEELINGS
SICK OF HEARING COMMENTS
I HATE TO REPEAT
SICK OF FEELING
THE WATER
IS JUST
TOO DAMN
DEEP

SICK OF ALL
THE HATE
ALL THE PAIN
ALL THE TEARS
SICK OF EVERYONE
SICK OF ALL THE FEAR

WHERE WILL I GO
WHAT WILL I SEE
WHAT AM I DOING
IS THIS REALLY ME
SICK OF
TALKING NONSENSE
OR LISTENING TO THEM SAY
LATER YOU WILL PAY

SICK OF HELPING AND
CARING FOR THEM ALL
WHEN HERE IS
LITTLE ME
ABOUT TO
TAKE A FALL
SICK OF
BEING AVERAGE
ALWAYS COMING
LAST
A FEW HUNDRED
PILLS
SHOULD END
IT
REAL