teen angst? lol roflmao

i am a teenager, and it makes me laugh to look at other teenagers,
and see them, encapsulated in thier own world, with thier own lives,
and they are the most unfortunate people in thier world, becuase they
are the only people in thier world, and they cut thier arms and cry
about being trated unfairly and fancying girls, and then they go out
and have fun with thier friends, and i, i live in the real world, and
i'm not the most unfortunate person in the world, but i am not happy,
and i dont feel like i've been unfairly treated and i dont cut my arms,
and i dont fancy anyone, and i dont have any friends, and i dont have
any troubles, and feel empty, aimless and dead, but not suicidal,
becuase that is silly.
i was at a party, and people were happy, and i was laughing but not
happy, because i could see, eveyone else was happy, they had troubles,
they had aims, aspirations and dreams, and if not that, they had jobs,
and they could enjoy life, it's funny how it works. and i wanted to
talk, and laugh and joke, but there was nothing in my head, and i was
being talked to, and my head was blank, all i could think of was "what
can i say that is interesting or funny" and nothing came out, and i
relised i have no friends, i have people who put up with me, and know
me but dont enjoy my company, these teens, who annoy so many witht
thier bitching and whining and thier crap music, have lives and i, with
an appreciation of the world, have nothing, it's funny how life works
out

oh and yes, i do realise the irony in this