Secret

this secret that i cannot tell
even angels in heaven
and demons of hell
would shudder with fright
if they were to discover
this secret that i hold so tight

i tried to tell my mother
but she wouldnt understand
i tried to tell a friend
but they wouldnt take my hand
i tried to tell my brother
but i stopped myself,for i cant let them see
this secret i cling onto for the life of me

but as each day comes to a close
i realise its one day closer
to the day everyone knows
i consult the spirit deep inside
for i fear
this secret i cant much longer hide
it tells me to stay true,tells me to be strong
though i know in my heart of hearts
that before too long
this secret will be out..
..the secret i just can't prolong

as i stand on the line
seperating light from dark
i see no hope not a glimmer or trace
as ice cold tears run down my face
ond day i must tell all i fear
and dissappear quickly
...... without a trace, far away from this place
that time is drawing near.