Confusion

There's something that I want to say
You told me when I came home today

Something's changed, it's in your eyes
The broken trust and all the lies

You tell me that I cannot stay
And feeling guilty you send me away

Don't want to lose you I'm clinging tight
Hoping that I can make it right

You won't talk you can't explain
You can't take away my pain

All I want to know is why
But what is truth and what is lie

You have no answers when I ask
You live your life behind a mask

Alone again I sit and grieve
I need to know why you made me leave

I reach for you but you're not there
I love you but you do not care

It makes no difference what I've done
I'll never be your number one

You're confused and I am too
Do you want me like I want you

I feel right but you feel wrong
You feel lost but I belong

What went wrong I don't understand
I miss your kiss the touch of your hand

I hurt so much my body shakes
I feel so empty my heart breaks

I need you here to be in my life
The pain it cuts just like a knife

You can't say what the future will hold
A life so warm or a heart so cold

I miss you so it makes me cry
Sometimes I feel I want to die
I'm almost scared to reach for you
As I don't know what you will do

Will you turn away from me
And hurt me for the world to see

All the times I stood by you
Count for nothing, what can I do

Will we win or will we lose
I don't know you have to choose

Will we surrender or will we fight
I don't know which one is right

Will we stand or will we fall
Will there be silence or will you call

Will I be yours, will you be mine
Is this the beginning or the end of the line