My life as a Puf

I?ve always felt different from the others, I can?t feel the way
they do concerning women.

My father always talked to me about being a man, "irrational thinking"
I thought.He also kept on pushing me to very violent games like rugby,
I hated it and when I complained he said I had to learn to be mora
manly.I stopped playing and started watching.

watching rugby was pleasent, watching their bodies, grab each other
always turned me on.

was I one of them?

As I turned 15 I started skiping rugby lessons and went more to the
library. I started hanging with a different crowd, intelectual boys,
they were more my kind. Especially when I heard they went out with each
other, that was my kind of thing but how would others take it?

to be continued