A Murderous Addiction

A Murderous Addiction

The sweet taste of your lips,
Lays heavy on my heart,
I try to remember why I'm here,
Why I'm with you again,
I try to leave you behind,
In the past,In the dark,
Your like an addiction,
Something i love to fear.
I tried not to love you,
I tried not to care,
What you thought of me,
I find myself dragged,
Kicking and screaming,
Pulled by my legs,
Back towards you,to the pain.
Its like your the drug,
I need you to survive,
But your killing me slowly,
and wrecking my life.
I turn my back,try to run,
You take me by the hand,
Im yours once again,
Your object of fun,
You prod me,poke me,kiss me,
leading me on,
I start to love you again,
But you tear out my heart.
Why am i your fallguy?,
Why do you treat me so?
All i ever did was love you,
What else could i do,
you sent me the wrong signals,
How was i to know?.