Truth

I think of the laughter
Of the illusion of trust
We'd live happily ever after
But you ruined us

The times we fell down
But picked each other up
The time came around
When it was enough

You used me for your needs
Then threw me away
And now for your greed
I feel this hate

One of the worst things
I'd ever gone through
You left my ears ringing
With calls of "Me too!"

I thought you related
I thought you cared
But the truth is you faked it
I was alone in my nightmare

The pain rushing through me
Through my body and mind
I thought that you'd seen
Just what it was like

I put my trust in you
I believed all you said
You wasted all my love
And tangled up my head

I thought I was cared for
I thought I was loved
I didn't need more
I was happy with us

But then I discovered
Not one minute was real
Everything you'd covered
I'd broken the seal

You hurt me the most
You know how I felt
You were so close
You saw my heart melt

It was what you dragged me into
That ruined most of my life
After all we've been through
I realise its a pointless fight

You were my only friend
I thought you really cared
I cried over you and then
You leave me in despair

I lost what I had for you
I'm all worn down
If only I knew
How this would turn out