Semeiotik?

the pure motive-
the pure motif-
boredom motif-
that is to say
what we talk
about today,
what we are
concerned about today-
is well and truly
(is it fair to say?)
lost today, but
some time ago
in the world of what
is said, that is when
we commonly believe
it to have been
lost, not misplaced
recently, this morning,
or the day before,
but yes, some time ago
(eidolon kissing-
the time between centuries?);
a time of ejection
of sorts?

ah, history.
super-sexed
(super destroy me)
to be believed
(or anonymous
recording) for
what we believe
and know to repeat
itself from then
until now, to laugh
and dance, the
chairs round the table,
stay and to cheat
to hide and
repeat
super-sexed slogans
to super destroy you
fumbling round
for not the first
time, to balance
the crime, prepared
what to be said,
to be said instead
of usual portfolio,
new 'debauchee',
as self-disabled
by your own bad
luck, we (none)
have no more
sympathy now,
nor caring to
buttress the motive
to bolster- affective
or cognitive- and
ah! not for the first
time, my life
is in ruins.