That Night.

I never thought that
I would miss you; never knew
How deep your stain ran

Until I tried to
Be happy and kept failing,
Catch as catch can -

Remembering the
Night that you undressed me, took
My virginity

On that bed, that blur
Of sheets; all the love that you
Put into it, thrust

After thrust after
Whispered love, winsome deceit
And an arsehole that

Bled for weeks.