Mixed emotions

Safely I hide in your shadow
waiting for the obvious
Your unexpected touch, I feel
As i lay with you
I can't help but feel the warmth
That enters my body through the passionate touch
I feel like a feather
ready to speed up my drift
Though I don't, you continue the touch
So soflty, as you admire
I'm drifting away
But still waiting for the obvious
I feel your arms close around my body
Squeezing tighter
I can hardly breathe by now
Breathless, you've taken it away
It's gone...I've lost it
The electricity is whizzing around my body
What happens now?
Are we in love?
Or is it you take that special part away from me
Although handled with care- as you caressed
But it doesn't make sense, why have you gone,
and just left me here?
Was it the wrong thing to do?
I don't understand... I love you!