Daydreaming

We layed in bed last nite

and I shared things I'd never dream to tell

and now my mind runs in 500 directions

because I know not the way you feel

and yes, its true you've shared with me

what you see in your future but

lately life hasn't been working in my favor

and I can't help but wonder if

this is; you are

another one of those things I care so much about

and will be forced to let go of.

I love you, as I've said so many times before

but now it comes with a heavier weight

and it means so much more...

And being close to you

just isn't the same.

Somehow I feel like letting you in

has hurt me more than its helped..

I'm not focused anymore

and I can't help but think about you

every minute of everyday..

I just thought that you should know

that it feels like I'm daydreaming

and I can't stop thinking of you.....