A) Tingle

Tingle in my fingers
Mayhem in my brain
Tangle of emotions
Joy and fear and pain

Sweats to fill an ocean
Strangely twisted dreams
Logic slain by madness
Chaos rules supreme

Unexpected changes
Painfully aware
Everywhere I turn to
Penetrating stares

Sense of something missing
Longing to belong
Laughter for no reason
Right mingled with wrong

Images distorted
Shouts of angry rage
Yearning to escape from
Strong bars of my cage

Tumult of new feelings
War outside and in
Skull forever battered
By confusing din

Sinks of cruel depression
Swimming in dark blue
Lost and never knowing
Who's what or what's who

Won't know if I like it
'Til it has gone past
Tingle in my fingers
Tingle will not last