L.Feelings

What is this feeling i have deep inside?
this feeling tha grows that just want to hide.
What is this feeling that i want to deny,
but no that i cant ,
no matter what i try.
What is this feeling like a flight from within,
like im in a race that im running but i know i cant win.
What is this feeling thats raging out of control,
ripping throw the very fabric of my sole.
What is this feeling like a tornado inside,
taking me on a rollercoast ride.
What is this feeling,
did i have once before?
so long ago im really not sure.
I dont want these feelings....well you take them back,
i dont want these feelings...dont want to face facts.
What is this feeling its retured to haunt me,
......i know its love ....will i never be free?