The Butterfly is finally Flying

You promised you would never
Do what your parent did,
And convinced me to share
My life with you.
I took what you said on trust
And never hesitated like
I obviously should of.

I never wanted us to part and loved
You enough to die for you, that is true.
So when you broke my heart on a
Cold winters night, and said you wanted
Another, my happy, safe, affordable
life I had created For us,
had been blown away, like a back-draft
Quick, unpredicted and able to scar endlessly.

I cant deny you hurt me
And almost destroyed my very soul
To indescribable by words.
People who don't know what to say
Or have never been through it
Say 'time heals my dear',
But all though time does not heal
And only makes the pain deep in reality,
I know now that if I was still with
You I would not of woken up
And become the real me
who now lives, not slowly
Dying in a land of lies.