Mourning my Mother

Where can i being, on friday i lost the only person who has ever
ment anything to me,
MY MOM and now it is three days later and i still can't seem to believe
it, today was her wake and seeing her was so strange, but then it
wasn't she was so peacefull and i thought to my self finally no one can
hurt Her anymore,
My mother believe in GOD so much that she knew when it was her time to
go that she whould be ready, well she might have been, but i wasn't i'm
25 years old and i still needed her for so many things and now i'm left
with and empty heart and a unbelieveable sadness that no one could ever
understand cause she ment the world to me. i loved her more then
anything so i sit here and try to deal with the hurt and the pain of
never having her tell me every thing will be ok or even just a smilpy
goodnight, this has been the hardest thing in my life to ever deal with
but she gave me so much stright that i made it through today.
tomorrow i lay my mother to rest and try and go on with my everyday
life. but it will be hard and i will miss her dearly but she wants me
to be happy and i know that inmy heart so from now on i will make her
proud and always let her know she is loved and always will be and i
will never forget the things she instilled in me for she made me who i
am today. my mother was and still is and amazing women and we as a
family got the most amazing angel to watch over us. i will love you mom
always and i will always miss you and i know you are all around me, and
you will be there when i need you, and you will be there when i'm lost
or when i'm down and will you lift me up and say to me my loving
daughter i'm always here for you nothing could change that not even
death, for i will always be your mother. I know now that she is still
here, even if i can't see her or touch her, she lives on in me, in my
heart and my memories of the most amazing women put on this earth MY
MOTHER. Gods most amazing Angel.

I Love You Mom
4-10-46 9-14-01

FOREVER IN MY HEART........