Confusion

Sometimes in life we come to a point where we have to choose between two things or people that we love. We can only have one of these things and we have no clue which one will make us happy. We love both of them equally and in different ways, therefore it makes it harder to choose. How is it that your heart can be torn between two things? I know life isn't suppose to be easy but sometimes I wish I could just get a hint or a sign so I know what to do. I have always been faithful to the one I'm with, I have no intention on breaking that faithfulness, I just have these feelings for a person that I don't understand. All my life I have been this very caring person and I have always had a love for everyone I know. So what makes this person so different? I want to know how he thinks, what makes him happy, his favorite things to do! The way he smiles, the way he laughs and those eyes so blue! I could just melt. I swear when he looks at me I can almost see his soul. Sometimes when he is by me I forget about all the other stuff around me, like a dome has been placed over me and I can't hear anything but I can see everything. I try so hard not to show how I feel towards him but its getting harder every day. I almost feel as if the people around me can see the smoke rolling out of my ears as my brain is working overtime to try and figure him out. In the end I guess it's better that I don't know everything, it leaves more for the imagination.