C SKEINED EMOTIONS.

SKEINED EMOTIONS.
How do i come knocking?
With heart stuttering and lips shivering?
and a voice scurring inti a mist of simmeringsilence?
perhaps aveild conspiracy beckons
Why esle should the four elements remain silent,voilent,as if my
hearts yearning offend thee.

How do icome knocking?
with legs shaking and breath failing?
knuckles too scared to slap the door bell
hell! i think the plot thickens
my courage has flown
and my winged intention trapped in a dew of redemption
But these skein emotions of flight or stasis
shrouding the uprising in my heart
though unscathed,sways gently under acanopy of rejection or fear of
submission
Too frightened to leap into the deep where all answers are for
keeps
Only tell me this
How do i come knocking?