Second chance (&;#063;)

Fuck
you!
Why should I?
We climb the
steep rock,
that cradles
my ache.
Critical moments
and I
hesitate.
We shout,
then
comes the welcomed
silence.
You are
sorry,
but not for me.
You are sorry
you have been caught.
I could never
forgive you,
even though
I loved you.
"Loved me"?
he screams.
"past tense".
Spirit of evil
makes me reckless.
How could you?
P
A
I
N.
Hurt.
So angry, I walk
to the edge,
dragging you with me.
Fuck your tears!
What about me?
W
H
Y?
You fucked them.
Kissed and laughed with
them.
Mocked me. ME!!!
ME.
Shall I push
you?
Make you crumble
into a zillion pieces
of flesh,
for the poor
hungry birds
to feast upon.
Loved you.
Fuck
a second
chance.
I jump.
No hesitation.
I float.
EXIT.