What was his aim&;#063;

When I meet the Man who made pain
I'd like to ask him
"what was his aim?"
with pain, gain is attained
or ma Fiend love a soul happiness slain

I don't know
where to go
I'm lost
whom shall I trust
if the Man ma Father
millenia after
ma ancestor "adama"
became tha first sinner
still punishes me
for adama's dinner.....

...honestly I don't know where to go
ma understanding of this world is short....lol