Vow

The sounds spin round in my head,
all that effort and still I'm not dead.
I have begged for forgiveness.
I have begged to die.
And still he sits back and lets me cry.

Not many people know what its like to want to die.
To cry at night,then ly
awake until you tire of it all.
Scream to God in pain,
but he will not forgive, just leaves me to scream in vain.

He is ashamed of what he's done,
to every other one,
of his precious children...
That cost so much of his time.
So we should worship him in a holy shrine.

Not I, I won't,I won't
for what he's done, I won't.
He broke me down,
to save his crown, now
I will take my vow.......

(part two coming soon)