When I was transitioning from primary to secondary, it was hell on earth; I lost my best friend, the only person I cared about. Loneliness filled me. I would always wonder alone in the library, reading a book, or playing a game in the computer lab. Sometimes, I'd play chess with people, although I never made any more contact for friendship. My only friend was my mother. School was boring. The only fun I had was talking to my teachers, and since I was the quiet one, I was preferred. People tried to make contact with me, yet I never gave them a chance. I don't know why; maybe because they were different from what I wanted, or maybe because I only wanted my best friend. I locked myself out of the world.