Close to you

If you won't let me
Love you
Be
Close to you
I
Will hate
You

Really
Fucking hate you

Because
I have too much
Emotion
To feel nothing
To do nothing
Because
I want
My own way

If you won't let me
Touch you
Be
Like one with you
I
Will hate
You

Really
Fucking hate you

Because
To me you are
Life
You are love
Emotion
and Saturday afternoon
Photographs
Picnics in the car
Walks
I

Really
Fucking want you

If you won't let me
Lick your lips
Swallow your spit
Bite your skin
I
Will hate
You
Find somebody else
Touch them
Think of you
My own way out
I
Will hate
Them
Because they are not
You

Because
In your arms
My head spins
I understand
Begin
To feel safe
And alive
Let myself go
See
Boundaries changing
Fences moving
Because
You
Are so special
I

Really
Fucking want you

If you won't have me
Love me
Be
Close to me
I'll assume
You hate
Me

Really
Fucking hate me

Because
You've said too much
Emotion
To feel nothing
To do nothing
Because
You want
Your own way

If you won't
Touch me
Be
Like one with me
I'll assume
You despise
Me