Six months on...

Before I begin I would like to point out that this was what I felt
THEN. Aslso I have changed some names but if it's you... then you know
who you are!
(This will be uploaded in parts as it is still upseting.)
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SEPTEMBER 11th
I was in Drama when I first heard the news. It's funny how you remeber
these things. Sometimes I don't remeber what I had for breckfast yet I
know that I will never forget I found out in drama. (six months on and
I still remeber.) I was chatting with my friend Kelly when I heard some
kids talking.
"Yeah, sir had the radio on all though Art and we heard all about it.
the twin.." Then the teacher came in and I forgot about it. After all
it didn't have anything to do with me? did it?
When I got home Mum was waiting for me.
"Someone flew a plane into the twin towers. There going to fall." As
she spoke some dread hit me. My boyfriend, David (I have changed this
name.) was in America and was planning to vist the towers today.
I was one of the thousands who waited into the night by the phones
hoping that he would call and say he was fine. I'm sitting here now at
1am. I can just hear his voice...
"I'm fine. I love you." The phones ringing and it might be him! More
later.

S.

September 12th.

I reallt should have started the 12th before it just didi't seem...
right. no news of David yet. It's now 4am and I'm still sitting here,
just waithing. I wish I knew. Even if.... even if IT had happened at
least I would know. It sounds slefish but it hurts as I just sit
here... waiting.

I'm trying to remeber the last time I felt so... removed from Earth. It
had to be when princess Di deid, I was in a sort of soke for hours. The
THING that happened yesterday hassn't sunk in yet. I write it but it's
like someone else is in control of my body and I can't feel anything.
So I'm just going to sit here and wait.

S