A blessing and a curse

They never taught you that Love is a blessing and a curse?,
They never prepared you for the curse that rips your soul out,
Changes all that you are and makes you hate the world,
Hate God and life.

They never taught you that the blessings are far and few between,
Taught you to hold on tight and never to let it go,
You'l never be blessed again,
Never feel her heart or her love,
Never hold her hand or know shes there waiting to see you.

They never taught you about the hardships and the curses,
Taught you how to let them go,
How to forget them and not hate them.

Love is a blessing and a curse,
I miss being blessed and i hate being cursed.
My souls been ripped out and my hearts infected.
I need you close to me to heal me and make me blessed again.

They never taught you that Love is a blessing and a curse?,
They never prepared you for the curse that rips your soul out,
Changes all that you are and makes you hate the world,
Hate God and life.

Why does love have to be so short lived?
Only blessed for a short time?
But cursed for so long,
Hurting for ever more and never stops.

Why is the only way to stop from dieing to hate them ones who blessed
you?
To curse their name and curse their actions,
Curse their love,
Curse their hold,
Curse their hugs and their kisses!

Love is a blessing and a curse,
I miss being blessed and i hate being cursed.
My souls been ripped out and my hearts infected.
I need you close to me to heal me and make me blessed again.