feelings thrown, taken, given

Feelings thrown, taken, given
Heart full of empty longing for
A more simple way to be
Together. complication, see is
Our relationship, yet in me
Is an ability to give freely
An emotion never felt previously
Torn by confusion, a difficulty
In reading you clearly, do you know
What you feel for me?

I've heard you breathe, deep
Your intense goodnight before
I sleep, commands me to dream in
Fantasy and wake up only to wonder
How often you remember me or the
Time we made fire in the dark
Deep desires. Your caressing has got
Me obsessing and confessing this
Makes me reminisce of an amazing
Night, you held me tight, internal
Fire burned bright

Imagination became reality
You did what you want with me
Your true fiction came to be, access
Not denied, never will be. Thinking
Back is a heating subject, starting
A fire again with coal being
A goal to bring pleasure to body and soul
It must be repeated, even with you so
Far away from my new stay

Our forbidden conversations cause
More yearning but I'm also learning
To stay in control, to hear your sweet
Voice can result in smiles that were
Not my choice. Captured moments
Adorn my bedside, comfort me inside
And bring hope to see you soon, to feel
Rhythms over the moon causing deep
Sighs from orgasmic highs and
Spasms in my thighs, being with you

Your request to keep out others with
Barriers, pleases me, knowing I'm
Only yours. Distance makes me jealous
So certain girls better go, your mine
From head to toe and I'll make sure that
They know not to cross the line, I'm
Yours and you're mine. Things will be fine
In time, with only this sign of
Feelings thrown, taken, given?