your smile can't agree witn mine

stupid memories contaminate my mind
poison, a virus, diseasing every thought
my heart beats fast out of frustration
feelings - battered - a ball in your court

i could look you in the eye and tell you i hate you
but my stomach twists and churns every time
i can talk about other girls that make you happy
to make sure that you think i am fine
i thought that the feelings and attention of before
would fade with the passing of time
but now i'm forced to repeat to myself
your smile can't agree with mine...

stupid longings irritate my soul
annoying, increasingly pathetic every day
your name, your face influences every step
every second of every moment in every way

i could look you in the eye and tell you i hate you
but my stomach twists and churns every time
i can talk about other girls that make you happy
to make sure that you think i am fine
i thought that the feelings and attraction of before
would fade with the passing of time
but now i'm forced to repeat to myself
your smile can't agree with mine...

if i could choose between a million dreams
or being together with you
i'd rather not choose anything at all
'cos neither of them would come true
'cos i know i'm nothing to you

stupid feelings drunken my heart
pressure, wishing for something impossibly true
i despise these emotions, i continuosly resist
i can't stand the way i feel about you

i could look you in the eye and tell you i hate you
but my stomach twists and churns every time
i can talk about other girls that make you happy
to make sure that you think i am fine
i thought that the feelings and attraction of before
would fade with the passing of time
but now i'm forced to repeat to myself
your smile can't agree with mine...