Your voice on earth, my hurt

Oh holy father, religous prophet.
I've had enough of this
train,
Can I get off it.
I've had enough of all your
religious speak,
Im sick of your sermons every
week.
You weren't religious,
When you abused
me.
Said I was blessed,
For you to choose
me.
You weren't religious,
When you touched me
.
Told me I was the sinner,
Just to hush
me.

"Oh why god, why",I was only a kid.
Did
you condone what he did ?.
Was it that you didnt
see,
Or have you turned your back on me.
Am I the
sinner in your eyes.
A broken life, built on
lies.

As I load this gun,
I hope and
pray.
That you forgive me for today.
I pull this
trigger because of him.
I'de rather die than live in sin.