SITUATION - VACANT HEAD.

SITUATION - VACANT HEAD.
sneak

My situation? Vacant head.
The scrap heap of my youth.
A summers day beneath duvet.
This my dying proof.
The end of life's eternal sigh.
On you I lay no blame.
A carbon copy summer sky.
Every day the same.
I stare into my cancer face.
My mirror. My goodbye.
Extinguished flames of emptiness -
in water coloured eyes.
A million ways to waste away.
Regrets I leave to you.
Something borrowed, something old,
something sad and blue.
Blue for you. My 'Never there'
Oblivion, your name.
The scent of all our yesterdays.
Tomorrow never came.
Wasting time on foolish dreams.
Wishing on afar.
I wander in your dreamless sleep.
I know not where you are.
Your private universe I'll search.
Forever here I'll stay.
A situation vacant head.
In youth I taste decay.

sneak