Weird Girlfriend.

WEIRD GIRLFRIEND.
sneak

I want a weird girlfriend.
Someone who'll understand.
I'm not like all the other boys -
I've secrets close at hand.
I talk in coded messages.
I lie incessantly.
My genes have been corroded -
by my own depravity.
My sick imagination -
contours my ashen face.
I've flaws beneath the surface -
that feed on my disgrace.
A product of insanity.
Molested by decay.
Bankrupt of emotion.
My dire disarray.
Distant and dysfunctional.
So socially inept.
Sleep, my only comfort.
Forever in it's debt.
I want a weird girlfriend,
someone who thinks like me.
Slightly sick and twisted -
and challenged mentally.
Outwardly engaging.
Inwardly destroyed.
Someone to share the silence -
of this all consuming void.

sneak