Choices

It's a choice between me and you.
Do I choose me, or do I choose you, and stay blue?
I'll find what I want,
I can do what you don't.
I'll find a partnership,
But keep what we've got.
One or the other,
Why not both?
Liquid torture polluting my blood stream,
Tearing me two ways,
Making my life a maze.
Can't find the map to the middle.
And so with my head, the situation fiddles.
I've lost my way, help me to be safe&;#8230;&;#8230;