Unintended

Didnt mean for a contradiction, but what i found was
different.
I needed something fulfilling but not something too serious.
A contradiction of terms occurs.
It hurts and it confuses me.
An emotive silence filled the gap and then he did begin
Tears. Love. Regret
Falling down the cheeks of guilt.
Disgracing its pure soft appearance.
Staining it with contempt, lies and dirt.
Attempting to cleanse it of remorseful emotion,
But these droplets of disdain,
Brought to him nothing but pain.
That'll teach him.